September 9th, 2025 - Today I got a letter from the Office for Civil Rights in Washington, D.C. that basically said they really don't care that they aren't giving me any records of the plevic exams that they did to me. Maybe Trump and Elon Musk fired them all? Who knows. There's gotta be some way of getting some kind of justice right?
I was homeless with this horrible disease. These dermatologists did their examinations to me without telling me anything about it at all. I don’t know what the reason is that God chose me to suffer like this. They could have told me what it was at least and sent me away with some hydrocortisone cream. Instead I go back to the homeless shelter with horrible stomach pains and diarrhea and a rash in my ass crack. I thought I got jock itch from taking a shower at the homeless shelter so I left to go sleep on the streets. I rode my bicycle 50 miles a week to go to work. I would have to stop to throw up on the side of the road. I thought my bike seat was irritating my skin. I suffered for so long working in horrible conditions for poverty wages. The least the doctors could do is respect me. Even a little. But it’s apparent they signed up for this career because they are sexual deviants. They want to play with people’s penises while they are anesthetized. Five years later I finally get an appointment and I’m sitting in the waiting room and I overhear some lady behind the counter “Why not a nice Italian girl?” I’m just here for their entertainment. This was never about my medical care. They choose a woman that looks like your mother for whatever reason so needless to say Marlee looks like my mother and my mother was NOT Italian. I don’t know why I have this horrible curse.
A curse is more than just an “f--- you”. Most people pray for those in need. Billions of people all across the globe believe in the power of prayers. A curse will invoke the supernatural help you need to get justice. Halloween is coming up. It’s gonna be spooky season pretty soon. What do you believe in? Inspired by curses from 19th century Ireland, here is my curse for Marlee Lambert PA-C and all the perverted dermatologists that work at Lackawanna Valley Dermatology Associates:
May you never be successful. May you never have joy in life. May you be hated by your coworkers and family. May you suffer from anxiety every day. May you be working constantly to be paying back debts that are ever increasing. May you suffer from accidents. May you forever work in a subordinate role and be forever belittled by your superiors. May the plants in your garden wither and die and your food spoil before you get a chance to eat it. May natural disasters destroy your home. May your marriage end in divorce after domestic violence. May you suffer from miscarriage. May you die a slow and painful death from an incurable disease of unknown origin. This, I pray.
By Jesus and May and Joseph, may you be forsaken. May the fires of hell consume your body. May the skin on your body be burned by the crack of Satan’s fiery whip for the rest of eternity. May God and all the angels in heaven ignore your cries for help. May Satan pull the vocal cords from your throat while you watch in peril. May you be disemboweled constantly by Satan’s henchmen, eternally watching your intestines pulled from your body and shoved back in; the stench of your rotting, burning flesh so powerful the most hungry vulture on earth wouldn’t dare feast on it. May you have no respite in your suffering in hell. This, I pray.
Finally, may your descendants be cursed in the same way for one hundred generations.
Amen.
It seems silly to write up a curse on somebody but you tend to just start praying when you get hopeless. You got nothing else left. I pray too that nobody else has to suffer sexual abuse by doctors. I pray too that myself and other people with Crohn's disease can finally get some relief. I pray for the homeless people, the mentally ill and the drug addicted people. I pray for the people out in the streets at night that they can overcome their obstacles and find thier place to live.
Image credit Nevit Dilmen 1999.
Update: So according to this article somebody put a curse on Charlie Kirk not long before he got shot. I'm pretty damn sure I've got a poetic license to write what I want. Should I make it rhyme? You can absolutely curse your enemies and decide for yourself if you feel bad if anything bad actually happens to them or not. With all the hated of healthcare in the United States and all of the violence against healthcare workers right now combined with how these dermatologists have treated me I would say they are pretty high risk. They should start treating patients with respect and possibly confess their sins or something. If any of these perverts get attacked, just know it wasn't me. I don't condone violence. A boycott would be sufficient. Boycott was a landlord in Ireland. That's where that term comes from.